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Friday, January 14, 2011
For a moment I felt better that you were willing to put everything behind us and start anew. Perhaps I reacted too early. On the phone you did sound sort of normal and all. And I thought well maybe this was going to work out. But I was wrong. The whole "putting everything behind us" thing and promise only lasted half an hour while we were happily talking on the phone. LIttle did I know after that it seemed like we never had the conversation nor did you ever make that promise at all. To make things worse it was during CCA Fair. I wanted to follow you down to the station since I didn't know where it was. You had the cheek to ignore me and just carry on talking to your other friend like I wasn't even standing there. You also made me wait there and did NOT tell ME where the station was. Excuse me but I'm sure you don't understand what does YOU telling ME means. FYI you didn't tell ME. YOu told your friend. And I guessed it was so that you two could meet up again. Just because I was standing at the side does NOT mean it was YOU telling ME. Whether I overheard your words also did NOT mean that YOu told ME. Please get that straight.
You could also tell me "You didn't have to wait for me". HELLO? It was so obvious you were trying to get rid of me so that you can have some alone time with your new best friend. Like I was being super extra standing there. And true enough even when I was at the station all the time it's like you acted like I wasn't there at all and talked to others and not me. You even could go look for your friend and stroll and chat, leaving me behind with the seniors. I was really like some idiot standing there, hoping that you would talk it out with me. Can't believe I was so stupid to think that way when such a thing was IMPOSSIBLE for you. I know you are going to say something like " I didn't mean it". But haven't you heard of "THINK BEFORE YOU ACT". I mean like seriously?
You keep giving that reason/excuse. IN the first place why don't you try to change? NOw you are starting to treat your friend like how you treated me when we were best friends. And now it's the reverse. I am a noone to you and probably got replaced by her. You could still assure me before that she can't replace me as your buddy...
But apparently things aren't looking that way to me... SOmetimes I feel so angered I feel like crying out loud all the sorrows. But I guess it's all worthless now. Nothing changes a thing now.
She is your best friend , I am no one. Alright since you want it that, so be it. Hope your friendship is everlasting.
posted @ 6:46 PM