Dead blog...
Ok first of all SOME people are just so freaking annoying...They act like nothing has happened so far and just go on with their life when something had CLEARLY happened. And they don't even make an effort to try to resolve it. They think that "Oh i dont wanna make things worse" but do they even know what the situation is like? Do they even try? NO! They just don't want to be involved like it's none of their business when they are the ones who started it.
And seriously everything about them has just changed like within a day. What the heck is wrong with them?What is their freaking problem? Like so apathetic. Acting like they have their own "clique". Which is so...Fake. Trying to get included in a friend gang. Always wanting to TALK TALK TALK. Does it even kill to not talk to anyone for awhile? NO RIGHT. And NOT like im asking for changes but whenever I appear they are always acting like they have so many friends and that they are having fun with the way things are appearing. And we did have so much fun together before. LIke happened several times already. But have they ever acknowledged it? NEVER. Never did i see my name appearing anywhere.(not that im trying to boast or gloat or whatever shit) LIke as if im noone or invisible or never existed. And what do i see? They actually tagged their other friends in posts whom i bet they met not more than a year ago. And we met like since when? 4 years ago? 5? I dont really bother about that. Like whenever im indirectly being mentioned im always referred to as just "My fren and I..."blahblahblah. I have a name ok? My name is not "fren". no matter how much fun we had before im never mentioned. Like some people are ashamed or to shy to mention it. Im not forcing for my name to be mentioned or tagged but at least just not make it seem like im noone. This is just total crap. Am i suppose to start the communication once again? Like i would even try to. I give up attempting to try. I will just be making myself look like a fool begging for everything to start anew. And not like my efforts will be appreciated in the end or not like things would get any better like it used to be back then...
Since this is how things are going,then just forget it. Life still has to go on anyway. Cant just dwell on this pathetic and shitty situation im experiencing. Even if SOME people dont want to treat me like a real fren i still have someone to turn to. Or i can always carry out my hobbies to take my mind off of things. Just facebook it out.Or watch youtube videos to laugh it out. Or just drown myself in the world of books.I might not look like one who reads but that is because i think i prefer to focus more of my attention on studies first.
Finally vented out all my anger in this blog. Yes~ One last thing,you stupid idiotic stuck-up *****.
Ok that's all i have thank you. Whatever. Silly ending. Whoever reads this if you want to comment or what do it in the cbox...
Emelyn
posted @ 5:02 PM